When your Life isn’t what you Thought it would Be

I’ve failed at things I never thought I’d fail at. I’ve been the champion at finding a way not to cross the finish line when there are only a few meters left. If there was a self-sabotage contest. I have all my chances.

Which means I’m stuck between : Cool / Noooooooooooooooo

Two parts of my personality that are hard to reconcile. One proud of how far he’s come. The other, disappointed…